Good person who I first loved and taught me true love

Monday, July 30, 2007

Its time I speak the truth,
right here,
right now.
I shall not keep it a seret anymore.
Or is it?
ok, shall say it now....

RED CROSS ROCKS! =)haha

♥

Friday, July 27, 2007

Hello! have you watched the show Moulin Rouge? I have not but I think the songs in that show is seriously nice, like Your song, EL TANGO DE ROXANNE's chorus, Elephant love medley. Can find them on youtube and I some how can't stop listenning to it, ha ha...

-Love lifts us up where we belong,
where the eagles fly on the mountain high.

From,
Elephant love medley

♥

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Please stop following me,
You have already done enough harm.
You have already humiliated me,
What more do you want from me?
I didn't interfere with anything you did,
so why are you following me???
So fustrating.
After that incident happened,
you started to follow.
Did i do anything wrong? If no,
then please,
just leave me alone...

♥

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Why does my heart cry?
Feelings I cant fight!
Your free to leave me but
Just don't deceive me.
And please believe me when I say
I Love you.

- Moulin Rouge,
El Tango de Roxanne

♥

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn awayWhen it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun
Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun
All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one..

-Lion King2 ( We Are One)

♥

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I turned with all my might, why couldn't i open the bottle cap? Despite all the effort i used, i still did not succeed. I reached for the scissors and cut the side of the cap, and when i finally cut the sides, it still did not buldge. I grew fustrated, I stared at the drink with thirst but by doing so, i felt even more thirsty. I then asked around and it finally opened. I was jumping for joy and gulped it down.....

I woke up the next day, and then......
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I felt a sharp pain peirce through my finger, I lifted my hand and there i saw it....
I stared at it for a moment.
What could it be???
I poked it and in returned, i recieved one feeling. Pain.
There i left it, returned to my daily life. And when i woke up the next day, it was gone...
Why was it there? What could it be? And that was the last i ever saw it, The Blister.

♥

Friday, July 20, 2007

Hello! Back to lizards, letting my imagination run wild.Have you noticed that lizards are always crawling under stuff, on the floor and on the walls. But have you noticed that they are always crawling under the air-con? Have you ever wondered why this is so? Hm... Anything is possible. Maybe cause it has a family and lives behind the air-con? Maybe the air-con is actualy disguised as a air-con when it is actually a secret headquaters for all the lizards who are secret agents?( that would be really cool and yet creepy) Or maybe, theres a party going on there and there is a tiny room specially made for lizards to throw parties in it? We never know.... it is left a mystery....

Life is a road
and i wanna keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at then beginning with you

-Anastasia, At the beginning =)

♥

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

As long as theres a bed beneath thestars that shine,
I'' be fine, if you give me a minute, a man's got a limit
I can't get a life if my heart 's not in it

-from the song,
The Importance Of Being Idle

Please stop haunting me, the memories are bad enough. Everytime you say it, it hurts. I feel a dagger peircing through but not seem to be dying. Those memories are bad enough, so please stop haunting me and its no one else but my fault, sorry.

♥

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Good morning everyone! =D Just uploaded a new song again! ha ha, wenqian, hope its a more cheerful song! ha ha... This song is called, Do you know by Enrique Iglesias.

Do you know what it feels like loving in a rush
that's in a rush to throw you away

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to
know the lock on the door has changed

-You can never tell what the next thing in life could be

♥

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Just uploaded a new song. Its called, What hurts the most by Rascall Flatts. Enjoy! =) and...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then ad just let them out
I'm not afraidto cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
These days every now and again i pretend I'm ok.
Buts thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of lossing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin' it
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if i could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that i've saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I am trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I am trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ohhh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE AND ISABEL! HA HA.. Jie, this song is for you! =D

♥

Monday, July 9, 2007

Just finished studying for the geog test tomorrow, so feeling kind of relieved although I have not taken the test yet but yeah.. strange... Went to check the dictionary for the meaning of depressed after the reading the tag so... depression -- servere despondency and dejection, especially when long-lasting /a long servere recession in an economic or market. Managed to find out the real meaning, thanks consultor! Still wonder who you are though. Have been feeling blue for the past few days, but thanks to my rc level mates and my senior, I feel better =) And especially when someone is threatening you to smile or else she gives me free "hairgel". ha ha... So..Thank you! You guys rock! =D
____

Something really interesting happened in school today, there was this p1 girl who called me teacher cause i used to borrow the radio from their class and stuff.. yeah.. she started to follow me around and asking me to lend her a phone and when i told her i didn't have one, she said," But you are Secondary one!" ha ha.. then she started saying that it was in my pocket so i took out everything out to let her check. She was also amazed about how big my bag was and tried to lift it ( is my bag really that big? ). So I walked behind Siti and Charrisa and she still followed me and told me that she wanted to call her mother. Later, i kneeled down so she can check my bag but she stilled didn't believe that i didn't have my phone! And charrisa was also telling her that there are so many so many stuff in my bag and that even when you take something, i won''t know. Then she asked 3 of us who had a phone and charrisa said," Oh... I am only primary three! " and siti said," and i am only p6! " But the girl managed to see through siti's trick as she was wearing the pe shirt. So... at the end Siti was so kind and lent her her phone to call her mother then she was unsure about what to do and stared at the wallpaper. So we helped her dial in the number and told her that for now she will hear a ringing sound and when she hears a voice, answer. She placed the phone on her ear and was so excited when she heard the ringing sound and was overjoying, ha ha.. So, at the end, she made her call and ran off. Ha ha... thought that charrisa and siti and that girl was really funny. Wow.. really interesting day.. =D

♥

Saturday, July 7, 2007

It was POC today. Feeling really really really depressed right now, so depressed that i can't sleep despite how tired i am. It seemed like only yesterday that it was the orintation and now, its POC and it has also passed already, sigh... we seriously got to treasure the time we have now before we regret.

♥

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Today, kept on being shocked by alot of people. Like.. in the library my friend kept on popping out from no where suddenly and shout RUTH! and I almost fell off my chair. She kept on doing it over and over again so yup. Still kind of amazed about increasing the size of the words, ha ha never knew that until this month, dumb right? yup... oh yeah, do you think i am serious? cause i have been hearing alot of.. you are very serious-es today. so ha ha.. maybe got to smile more... ha ha,sigh..=)

-Lifes always have ups and downs.

♥

Monday, July 2, 2007

Depression and anger can kill... thus lifes not fair...
sigh...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

♥

Sunday, July 1, 2007

You must forever remember friends, they will always be there for you. And i mean forever.....

No matter what happens,
and no matter what we go through,
we shall forever be friends
and not just that but

friends that stick

to the end!

♥

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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
Hyper, weird, cranky, boring, freaky, scary,
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
Scgs!!!
Red Cross!!!
1pr 07!!! 2pr 08!!! 3co 09!!!
21 Feb 94
totally in loveee with HEECHUL!!!
Crazy? o.O
Very boring :]
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C
[Evil Cactus Clan]
hm...
noticing ive been using the same description for a pretty long time
yet still happy with it with gleee xD

EVILLLL!!!
PURE EVILLL!!!
i hunger for bloood...
~~LOOK BEHIND YOU~~

Loves: HEECHUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RYEOWOOK!!
SUNGMIN!!
SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!
Music! [ it rocks the world ]
video editting
coke!!!
mentos the fresh maker
Laughter :]
[its the best medicine]
Twilight!
Da Vinci Code
Tamaplanets
Sunset
Star gazing
Oceans
OXYGEN!!!
Magic xD
present day technology!!! :D
stuff!!! :]

Please:
to meet heechul one day!!!!!!
for awesome dreams to never end :S unless when it becomes a nightmare then. wakeee me upp :D
PLAY LUNIA WITH MY DEAR LUNIA BUDDY!!! WENQIANNN!!! but then. singapore server not available D:<
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
adobe after effects programme
a machine to go back to the past
song recommendations
MENTOSS xD
learn the true meaning of life
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff xD
~~something ive already failed in.~~
Blogskin: timemachine
Msn: blow the candles out

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