hello =] today was orientation! =] haha... was really fun =] especially saboo!!! haha don't knoew if spelt it correctly =] hehe... go =] cause remember, cause we want it that way! haha!!! =] EBONY!!! aw man... so many activites had passed =( hah. time flies by so quickly... *WHOOSH* its like a few seconds was only a few seconds ago... haha! =] going to leave it as a short post as got to finish homework =( haha.. ok peace!
life is like a puzzle, as you slowly fix them back together. =]
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
yo everyone! =] haha!!! hi.... =] tomorrows orientation!!! =D haha!!! YAHHOOOO!!! haha! our new juniors are so cool!!! =] go rc juniors!!! =D go TEAM!!! GROUP!!! GO EVERYONE!!! haha!!! got to go memorise the cheer, hehe... feel kinda afraid right now, ah... maths test!!! results!!! =( hah.... hm...
oh yup! the invest was awesome... and the dinner! was awesome too... haha! nowadays having so much in my mind.. o.O ah.... have you ever thought about being emo? guess what? todays your lucky day! how to be emo is just the right tapefor you! just $55.99! i repeat $55.99! haha! joking joking! =]
i got to go now, once again.... orientation tomorrow! =] haha! ok scary time. maths testpaper....
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
hello! =] tomorrows invest! so yup! GO SCPB!!! =D haha! yahhoooo!!! managed to go red cross today! =] haha! was really cool! =] after red cross, we all sat in a circle in the middle of the courtyard, staring towards the sky... chattin away! today we chatted under the blue blue sky! =] we are going to have orientation next week! =D haha!!!! SO COOL!!! so excited!!! =D haha! haha!! haha!!! haha!!!! hah!!!!! so many hahs =]
till today, this very day.. something is happening. that could change the world... 2PR is continuing to play angel and ward with 1PR!!! haha! not really changing the world much, hehe.... oh wait! Happiness!!! =] walking is good exercise! haha.... just received a new nickname from the nickname giver professional and she got her inspiration from charissa who has thought about calling people jiejie, haha! today was a part happy and sad day. after seeing so many sadness and tears plus missing the opportunnities, yup. shalln't talk about it. =]
Now that it’s all said and done I can’t believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath I felt as if I was in way to deep
- Over you
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
hello =] as days goes by, we find out that we have mixed feelings about some stuff and wish you can take it all back. hm... sometimes the ending of the special activity has its both disadvantages and advantages. sigh... =( todays the last day!! =( ah!!!!!!! so sad....
i think the cards pasted around the school is really useful =] found one really cool one in the toliet!=] haha! We may complain that roses have torns, but rejoice that torns has roses =] mysterious.... is there an error for the myflashfetish website? hm.. don't seem to be able to add or edit any music =(
i'm really sorry ok? i know you say that you are fine yet deep inside you are not. please, don't stress yourself out through this ok? so sorry.
you told me the totally opposite thing.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Friendship is important. one single mistake may even break it all. yet sometimes unsure of what it is, and being left in confusion by a great friend.
Awaken from a dream, never wishing to be awaken from. Last minutes thoughts and imagination running wild.
A pulse from remaining stable, but when seeing the expression and the cold stare, it increases in rate. Forever left in suspense ...
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Friday, January 18, 2008
hi, was a half glad and half really blue day today...
finally playing angel and ward with 1pr =] was really really really glad!!! hah. everyones angel and ward rocks!!! haha... so yup. heard both good new and bad news. would like to apologise to wenqian about yesterday after rc. sorry for bringing up the matter several times and agitate you.
can't believe that i sort of let my emotions take over. argh... you told me your thoughts i did the same and soon couldn't help it but break down due to how i felt. but when i tried to hide it from you, you knew and poked your head into the door. so yup. thanks and sorry about today.
when i ask someone, she will either stare at me with a wierd expression or tell me to exit something or tell me something which i won't be able to do or just run off laughing away or just changing the subject. i can't stand it anymore so i try not to bring it up anymore till before a river is formed.
i think i've found the answer to the question you asked and storing anger and sadness inside together hurts.
I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with every day And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears
-Reason ( Hoobstank)
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
starting to feel quite stressed out with all the activites happening plus all the tution and stuff. forgot to bring my math exercise book home. ah... all my sums are inside and its due tomorrow. argh....
i would like to apologise to everyone out there. starting to get cranky. i think i'm growing old... hah... so many things are clashing here and there, its like so many worlds colliding all in one go. like the whole solar system? not very sure.
tune - lost in love
lost in a world where i don't know much, was i seeing too much, fell out of place. but i can't go my feet, due to lost of hope. you know that i'm stressed and i don't know what to do. it started so easy, but now it carries on. *carries on...*
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hello, welcome and good morning! =] haha! would like to wish chloe a happy birthday! Happy Birthday day chloe! =] haha! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to Chloe! Happy borthday to you!
it lives! and soon it will be dead once again! =] just added a new song, please enjoy! haha... peace!
Se abre una ventana interior Es una historia de amor que se ha ido Todo fue un momento ayer Y hoy que quiro volver te persigo Necesito lo que tu me das Necesito verte un dia mas Y solo pienso en ti Solo en ti Ella ya no cree en el amor es solo una diversion un fracaso todo junto a ella es fingir y siento ganas de huir a tus brazos Necesito lo que tu me das Necesito verte un dia mas Y solo pienso en ti Solo en ti Va pasando el tiempo y no se de lo que fue aquella vez que ha quedado? te habras olvidado de mi Mientras yo vivo por ti Obsesionado? Necesito lo que tu me das Necesito verte un dia mas Y solo pienso en ti Solo en ti Necesito lo que tu me das Necesito verte un dia mas Y solo pienso en ti Solo en ti Se abre una ventana interior Es una historia de amor que se ha ido Todo fue un momento ayer Y hoy que quiro volver te persigo Necesito lo que tu me das Necesito verte un dia mas Y solo pienso en ti Solo en ti
stress.. stress. ah... rising..
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
hello! awesome day =] got "taught" by the really cool thea and the really fierce yet cool ariel! haha... finally passed rcv bronze!!! so happy! hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaaha................. *it goes on...* and on, and on, and on, and on..........
oh yup heres a really sad and meaningful song! =] it may be a rap but listen to the lyrics plus the rap, its really really really nice!!! enjoy! =]
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
aw man... really don't know what to do, but drown the fire in my heart with juice.
ah....
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Monday, January 7, 2008
hello! today was a pretty cool day =] haven't blogging much because of alot of stuff plus got to finish homework!!! haha... found out that always starting off a post with a... hello! today was a blah day =] haha! cool...
orientations have ended already and the first week of school has passed. which means that we are going to face ... the second week of school this week! haha =] bought death note 1 and 2 two days ago! hehe... recommend you to go watch the anime on youtube!!! =] haha! really nice! but only till the part where L dies =( don't worry its not a ghost movie but the shinigami kinda looks freaky, haha!
can't believe you broke your promise.
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008
today was a cool day but as time goes on mixed feelings are felt. i'm not being emo or anything. seriously. i don't really want to mention any of the incidents or things that had happened or felt. but theres one specific one which i really hate the most and just found out about it just a few seonds ago and i really can't help but say it.
i'm really feeling very pissed off right now... argh....
a friend just smsed me and sent me an email about a code for a tagboard. and thats not ordinary code cause somebody used my email's name plus name as the account and the password something which refers to hating a good friend of mine. it was really irritating plus annoying plus agitating when i received the mail and the code and the password and the account's name. i can't believe it. seriously can't. ok fine, you want to have your revenge for something? you want to hurt me? physically? internally? you want to frame me? fine. i don't wish to say what i feel right now and anything else cause i don't really think it is a good idea nor is it good for it. if you think you've won then... i just hope you reveal who you are and yeah its ok if you don't want to say why, i just really hope you reveal yourself. oh yeah, thanks for sending it to friend under my name, my blogger site and yeah. honestly, i think i know who you are. please don't take me as such a fool.
yeah, for everything i'm an idoit right? ok, thanks.
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