hello!!! adventure camp is comin up! YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! going to jump and wash away all my troubles plus have fun!!! 2PR ROCKS!!! haha!!! =] lets put away the sad stuff from this post =] adventure coming up this wednesday, haven't packed yet so going to rush everything tomorrow!!! hehe... got to press on the letter "a" very hard cause the keyboard is kinda broken, ah... haha =] yet its still so cool!!!
a few days ago was flag day!!! was extremely fun!!! =] plus after selling, bought chips and sat infront of the huge love sign with charissa and wenqian, eating peacefully away, haha! =] plus footdrill com was extremely cool, despite it happening a while ago, it still ROCKS!!! was super cool plus totally fancyful!!! xD HAHA!
camp!!! bring it on!!! xD
just found a really cool video on veggie tales on youtube!!! brings back so many cool memories =] man this video is dedicated to deb!!! xD
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
hellos! thank you so much! xD HAHA!!! you guys rock so much!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH TAN JY!!!!
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to deborah.. happy bitrthday to you!!! =]
today started off well but then become bad to "badder" then... worst, sigh... emo time. started off with this morning got back math paper!!! then yeah the day became kinda saddish? right now i really can't stand people asking me the same single question. don't want to say but yeah. that single question is kinda irritating. its really giving me a headache. sigh... then seeing friends feeling down, yeah. =( then other things were heard, unsure if its true. sigh.. then after rc, talk as a squad and talked about something and let our opinions out. also got to find batteries soon. hah.
a friend told me last night on the phone that no matter what happens, we still got to carry on and keep a smile on =] so yup.
sometimes i really wish that you will be back once again.
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
hi. another day had passed. seeing so many feelings all mixed together all and happening in one day. sometimes i just look down at the rocks wishing i could be just be one of them. sigh... seeing so many people saying how they feel and the piles of homework they are recieving plus problems. everyone faces it too. somehow, someday, someway. the stress is starting to compile and entering my head. AH.... headache... sigh. each day we face something new or receive a hurtful blow. can't help but to let out tears. bottling it all up to oneself. feeling like doing something yet not having the guts too do so.
hearing threats and when unable to reach the standard, having to let go off something dear to oneself deep inside yet afraid to speak there, hearing friends telling you to quit it and some saying to beg. i can't stand it. confused on what to do. but all i know is that i don't wish to let go.
life is like a puzzle. when you are fixing it together you suddenly lose a piece and start worrying on finding it and that very piece is all the worries you faced in life compiled into one single piece. no matter how much you search for it, its still unsuccessful, leaving those memories in your mind forever.
I can't believe it, yet we face it.
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Monday, February 18, 2008
hellos =] before starting ....
HELLO AISYAH!!! haha!!!! now shall search for your blog....
today was really a bad day, sigh.. but then this afternoon was really lifted my spirits, so yup =] was really fun when we were playing with the juniors, you guys rock!!! don't be scared!!!
for the bad stuff don't really wish to talk about it. so yup. hah. this year so emoish... hah... tomorrow got maths test!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i wonder about what two words, cheer up really means.
I'm the one who wants to be with you Deep inside i hope you feel it too Waited in a line of greens and blues Just to be the next to be with you. -To be with you
hello, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! didn't really feel well this morning, ah... COFFEE MAY BE GOOD BUT SOMETIMES ADDICTIVE PLUS REDUCES YOUR SLEEPING TIME THROUGH NOT BEING ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP!!! o.O getting crankier by the second.
left the letter format in school, AH!!!!!!! today had been a kinda bad day. sigh... finding out more hidden truths, emails about stuff plus trying to stop drinking coffee. ah.. the cold coffee is so nice... hah.
today was the first meeting with our new juniors, was kinda fun =]
walked home and stared at the sign on a bus. "Good days are coming up" the moment i saw it, started to think of many times many things had passed by all these years. four words had unfortunately appeared. " I don't think so"
devil in disguise
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
ARGH.... so stressed...
what do you expect me to do??? ah....
sigh. don't have the guts to says no.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
not sure if its true. am i letting my imaginations run wild? or is it really true?
Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter -In the end (Linkin park)
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Saturday, February 9, 2008
hello, so many things stuck in my mind, ah!!!!!!!!! sigh... so many things going on in one go. don't know why but they just can't get out. chinese new year celebration sorta ended today, so yup!
sometimes when we think we are helping, or doing good for a friend. we might be making it worst unexpectedly. and only find out at the end =(
heres a relly cool plus funny video =] enjoy!
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
hello!!!! =] GONG XIE FA CAI!!!! haha! its chinese new year eve!!! =]
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
hello =] just added a new song, haha! oh yup, happy chinese new year eve eve =] gong xie fa cai! haha... celebrated chinese new year today in school, was super fun plus got to visit lao shi and our uniforms are traditional too k! super traditional too =]
yesterday got lost in an unknown places a few times, sigh. was going for tuition at the new place for the first time, so... kinda ended up getting lost so asked around and was told to go to the infomation counter and then she said something like... first, you turn straight, then you go left, then you go out, then turn left, then go straight and then you turn right again then go straight then go opposite the road and then go straight ..... was really confusing, hehe... so yup tried to recall and ended up getting lost, sigh... kinda scary... thank you amanda for picking up!!! was kinda freaking out, heh... feel so dumb.
found out something today. a person's heart can actually get softer in just a single second? true or false? plus whitebloodcells look kinda amoeba ish.
linda, lets go make an emo club! haha! =]
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!
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Sunday, February 3, 2008
hello! =] increased the size of the fonts, just found out its kinda blinding with its smallness and fontish-ness =] haha! just found a really cool song, Best in me by Blue =] haha! really nice song... can't seem to be able to find it for the music box thingy, ah... =( blue rocks!! haha! =]
chinese new year coming up! =] haha! a time where we get to eat lots and lots of food? hehe... plus get to meet our relatives! like cousins! =] cool!!! haha! hm... everyones getting into the chinese new year feeling =] for example... the hanging of chinese new year decorations, disney channel showing a song with each sentence ending with a eight, the buying of new year treats... plus last but not least which everyone enjoys i think.... SHOPPING!!! haha! =] tomorrows monday!!! got to finish up my homework, hehe... bye! =]
Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you - Best in me (Blue)
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Saturday, February 2, 2008
hellos everyone!!! =] plus wardy!!! =] haha! if you are reading wardy! then hello!!! haha... going nutty soon...
EURIKA!!! finally found a new website!!! yay! hm.. not sure if spelt it correctly, hehe... wenqian came over today, and yup, was realy really afraid of my dogs, haha! are my dogs scary? hm...
sometimes you are surrounded by four walls, not able to find a way to escape, despite everything you tried to do. after a while you find out nothing is possible, sat there and waited to see what would happen. lets just let nature take its course.
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