hello! was really fun after rc! haha! got to learn some soccer skills, listen to piano pieces by a pro plus play volley ball, haha! gib tomorrow! haven't packed yet, hehe. got to start soon! go yellow team!!!
when the music stopped. when the picture came to a halt. nothing to do but stare and face the fact that what is fact is fact.
so much tears spent on you. so much pain felt because of you. the feeling felt when the distance shortened. the feeling of thoughts rushing through your head. the worst feeling mixed with pain. its just not what it seems i guess. i really miss you my dear friend. the pain. it really kills. i swear it does.
I was waiting For the day you'd come around. I was chasing, And nothing was all I found. From the moment you came into my life, You showed me what's right. - Feels like tonight by Chris Daughtry.
hating that smile i saw, forever.
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
bonjour :] gib comin up soon! haha! :]
never did i thought this day would come. the waves were so calm those were the days. a storm soon arrives. everything just changes so fast. too fast. just like that very bolt of lightening we last saw before it struck.
that look and that smile.
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Saturday, July 26, 2008
yo :] beach cleaning was super cool today, haha! off to our mission to pick up litter plus search for crabs and the unknowns... :] found really cool stuff there, haha! super unique plus awesome stuff :] haha! played games too :] like whacko plus tree and squirrels, haha! may the trees and squirrels prevail! forever! haha!!! :]
the feeling of wind blowing against your face. the sound of waves hitting against the rocks. the feeling of sand within your hands. rushing through your fingers, just like time. standing there and looking beyond the waves. admiring the scenery. many thoughts appearing in ones head. holding it in your hands.
looking out of the window. thinking and wondering why. the feeling so strange. its all coming back again but different this time. that dream dreamt last night. wonder if it meant something. can't seem to get it out of my head.
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You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know that its just a lie. what is so may not be so.
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
yo! :] todays maths test, ah... haha. just watched death note, L changes the world :] thanks charlotteo! haha! got to be super cautious in not scratching the cd or else... *MUAHAHAHA* so yup, haha :] L is super cool! haha! death note rocks man! beware its powers. it may be a book.but its not an ordinary book. a special book. its... its... the DEATH NOTE o.O its a really cool movie bu t didn't really include much of the death notes in the second movie, heard that theres the third one coming out, haha :]
the feeling of thoughts, rushing through your mind as one speaks. all different actions becoming a possibility. a reality.
just like a war in the battle field. everyone armed with guns and swords, prepared and awaiting their enemies. or are they. suddenly loud screams are heard at every angle. people rushing in towards them. with fire in their eyes, coming from every angle. holding out their swords, firing away heartlessly. minds filled with fear yet continue fighting for their country. not knowing when the war is going to start or end. not knowing if they can prevail any longer. the future is unpredictable. anything can happen.
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
Thank you!
yo! long time no blog man, haha! IT LIVES! MUAHAHAHHAHA! *evil laughter* aw man, got to finish something fast so yup!
today was CAC!!! haha! it rocked man! met a few people who were really cool! it was a pretty fun and tough competition :] WE GOT TO TOP EIGHT IN SINGAPORE! *YAHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO! * :] will never forget how it started off with mabel's urge for the mc's breakfast meal and the taking of thousands of photos with funky frames and her attempt to make people look like clowns, haha! we were treated to fries and the fries really helped, haha! thanks man! :] we went back with nervousness wondering what the results might be.
it was super cool when they announced our school's name on who was going to the second round, was super happy and screaming away! haha!!! LET THE FRIES GIVE US THE ENERGY AND POWER TO SOLVE THE QUESTIONS!!! haha! :] * we've got the power!!!* haha! so yup! round two was pretty tough plus we had lots of fun! haha!!! congrats to those schools who got top man! haha!
GO GREEN TODAY! CAUSE IT ROCKS! AND SAVES THE ENVIROMENT! GO SINGAPORE!!!! will never forget how we scored that point man, haha! :]
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
the feeling. so confusing. the feeling of sadness, irritation, anger, confusion. the feeling of just sitting there and starring. the feeling of sitting alone and just let it flow. let anything come out just be let out. this feeling replaced with heavy breaths. dizziness suddenly struck. for some strange reason. soon it left, thinking about the past. really missing the pass. why think of something that can never happen? all good things do come to an end. the feeling of weakness.
really having the feeling of letting it flow yet its not possible . the great depression. the hurricane. thoughts of before it happening. just feeling so confused.
the headache felt. it really hurts. its still remaining here. everything is just so confusing. the feeling of a pain that is caused by something you don't know. not knowing what it's cause is. the feeling of being whacked at the back of your head. turning around and not seeing anyone there.
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us I told you to leave, but you lied to me - Usher ( Moving Mountains)
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
hey, do you believe in UFOs? Aliens? things in outer space? just found a blog all about aliens saying about them having a possibility in having aliens, as in the 1950s there was no photoshop so they could not photoshop a space ship in the sky but right now there is a high possibility of it being fake! haha! so cool =] just found a picture that proves that they exist! it couldn't be fake as the photoshop is too bad to be false! haha! so yup! its a pretty reliable picture!
the feeling of disgust and irritation.
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!!! haha! =] its exactly 12, haha =] wish you an awesome day!!! good morning!
Just finished packing the table, haha =] came across so many past memories and stuff, memories of being in sec one and past activities this year. its all coming back o.O
One by one, Bringing back a fond memory Letters written in the past. The stuff I used to hide in weird places, All remembered and recalled right now. One item written brought back the most. Hope we meet again, dear friend.
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
life. what is the real meaning of life? today went for advertising, it was pretty nice =] was really funny too with all the ads, sadness, entertaining, funny, thinking. check out this ad made by dove, is what we see on the magazines and posters really real?
have you ever thought that nothing would change, when everything was going so happily, the feeling of being in a dream. but soon waking up from it, everything changes it becomes a nightmare.
i really dont know how to feel. no one believes. that day it happened so many things because of it and now it comes back. so many thoughts filling my mind. more things happen, alot more. i really can't take it, the thought of what is going to happen the next day stuck in your mind. i feel so weak. congrats the hurt is felt.
the impossible has became a reality.
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Hello, came home finding leaves on the table while fell from my head. Haha, strange. Geog test is finally over! =] haha, chasing bugs around the room with a tissue box plus after drinking a cup of coffee really helps keep awake man. Haha =]
The feeling of anger and irritation, Getting more and more as time goes by. The feeling of the blasting music, the feeling of anger, Replaced with pain. The temptation of hitting the wall. Breaking it one day and Watch where it ends up at. you have not collected the shadow behind you.
deep in thought about stuff. seeing nothing at all.
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Friday, July 4, 2008
hello, poc dinner today. was pretty fun =] will never forget the moment when wenqian was talking about having labour and after saying that i was going to give birth plus have labour soon, a man who walked past smiled at us o.O haha!
thanks for bringing peace in the mind =]
i'm such a fool. hiding in a dark room all my life, hoping to see the outside. one day, finally given the chance to see light. stepping out for the first time yet running back into the room. can't seem to be able to face the sunlight.
I remember the days we spend together Were not enough And it used to feel like dream Except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now Would hurt so much - Tonight by FM Static
never thought that it would hurt so much.
♥
hey. poc yesterday, can't believe it has already ended. never thinking this day would actually come so fast. one blink, one movement and everything changes. ah.
time.one thing no one will be able to change. despite the number of times we move the hands of the clock backwards, time still goes on and on.
its too late. open your heavy eyes, looking around and seeing a crowd blurred faces everywhere. feeling of liquid trickling down your head, lying there on the ground on a pool of red liquid. feeling weaker, muthering softly under your breath "goodbye." before closing ones eyes. everything becomes darker and the crowd soon, dissapears. regreting many things being done or undone, just like regretting taking that very one step that led you flying to the very ground you were lying on.
Here we lay again
On two separate beds Riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice And pictures drawn from memory We reflect on miscommunications And misunderstandings And missing each other too Much to have had to let go
- The Best Of Me by Starting Line
never forgetting the tears that fell.
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
hello! todays science test! ah. was super hard!!! kept starring at it. poc coming up. time passes really fast, some times too fast. just like the feeling of someone jumping off the building, on his way down towards the ground. Suddenly, he changes his mind but before he knows, he is already lying on the ground with crowds surrounding him and his eyes slowly closing feeling heavy. ah. tomorrows the day. when its gonna come out, not sure how its going to happen in the end but got to wait and see right?
standing there this normal morning. suddenly, a pain arrives in my head. clutching it as i saw things flash through in my mind. the fustration and the dizziness. this feeling felt during it. just said that everything was fine, standing there and keeping watch for anyone walking in the gates. soon we walked back to class. placing my bag next to my desk, closed my eyes and clutched my head. the paper was soon passed down starring at the questions for a while before picking up the pen.
it. that it, i can't take it anymore. a place where hurt and betrayal was felt. why? never forgetting the hatred. go to .
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