Tuesday, November 25, 2008
hey hey, sorry about the tagboard o.O
gonna be goneee for 10 days :D
aww man. gonna miss you singaporeee
haha :]
being scammed 5 times in a day is not fun.
stop scamming today!!!
*poof*
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/25/2008 11:48:00 PM.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
the lyrics and song is really sweet plus really brings back memories i wish i could fufil. haha.
its somehow really closely related to something i have encountered during my memories in my failed to finish and remain in objective. haha
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
- [ Love Story ]
by Taylor Swift
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/22/2008 12:27:00 AM.
Friday, November 21, 2008
hey :] class party and prefects farewell last night and last last night,really rocked :] haha! left the house early to go to xueqi's house to play dyansty warriors 5, haha! met adila, the dear David Archuleta fann in the bus and at newton, haha! talking about a really funny topic about secret spies, haha! still can remember how the LRT stopped slanted on the way towards the station and not near not far from the station too, haha o.O good and slanted times :]
thanks for the advice, it really meant alot
plus trust me, no brain washing is included :]
cant seem to sleep but think so much of whats going on.
argh.
i know what i got to do but its just so hard to face it.
i got to be strong but i'm not. argh.
positive that i shall get over it sooner or later.
also regretting everything i said and say.
come on.
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
- By the The Script
[ Breakeven ]
needing to face to truth and get over it.
thinking of the words i saw on the pieces of paper.
think about it. get over it.
thank you you guys :]
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/21/2008 02:00:00 AM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
what?
i never even said that.
i never said that you are cold blooded.
i never said that and neither that i say you were heartless.
did i say that you said it? did i say you felt that way? i didnt.
i never said that. i never said you could never feel. i never said you didnt feel anything.
did i even say about how i am the only one in this world capable of feeling?
i never anything about you being insensitive.
i never said anything of the above. i never said that.
did i say you are heartless and didnt feel anything? no.
im just telling you whatever you decision is i am going to respect your choice.
i told you a few times, not sure if you will remember.
every human has their right to feel.
its normal for human reactions.
we are all humans.
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/18/2008 07:48:00 PM.
4pm. ahhh.
hey.
i admit i am being heartless towards this situation. i really am.
yeah, i also admit that it is hurtful but i can also admit that if you ask me that, i would reply.
do you think that i was just smiling away happily as i typed everything down?
yeah, thanks for teaching me a lesson but i gave you my reason.
maybe unbelievable, maybe not believable. fine. i admit i was wrong.
im just typing everything i thought of in my mind.
tell me why. im still unaware of it. tell me.
if = in case of.
you said i dont know how the other person feels. ok, fine.
but ive known you for years, i knew how you feel.
but i couldnt read through those simple words.
no sound, no emotions, no expressions but just typed words.
in case of. in case. you said i didnt understand how you felt.
fine, but does that make it wrong to use that one word, if?
i never decided anything. i never said anything like that or even close to that.
you want to know the reason?
let me tell you why. i never knew how to say it but.
let me tell you now.
after that very incident, after trying so many times.
crying and going down on my knees.
you dont know how hurt and one of the darkest times of my life that was.
i dont dare try right now. im afraid of what the response is.
you know the chinese proverb
about how once you get bitten by a snake you dont dare go back there
yeah, i'm being that person.
my friendship never died, i swear it didn't or never.
but if thats how you feel, fine.
you said its over? fine.
i respect your choice.
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/18/2008 01:09:00 PM.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
BONJOURRR :] loving calvin and hobbes :] really cute comic :]
camp fire glow rocked, OUT LOUD :D HAHAHA! :] the performances rocked, the dance, music, everything rocked :D including the people! HAHA! :] rock on man! :] thank you dear level mates for the songs and words, it really meant alot, thank you!!! :] it really brought back many memories we once shared together including those in primary school, haha :] thank you!
learnt a few things that very night :]
-chocolate is not a good "conditioner" for your hair
-chocolate cake does not make good soap
-chocolate smells and tastes like chocolate
-how important everything was
-how thankful it really is to be in board
-need to get back to ashley and adila for the chocolate
-prove ashley wrong about stuff
-ask aisyah and marie about top secret stuff
-ask huijun for her autograph
-having toasts with justin does not only include water (cheers!!!)
-lots of stuffff :]
having the feeling of hugging and thanking people who have been really there for me all this while, haha :]
just uploaded a new song,
cried as i watched them sing.its called song 2
so many memories flashed by.by the Blur :]
last year, haha :]
awesome song!!! squeezing my leg
after hearing it a few times
as i held everything back during the songs.i only got
running for the door as tears fella single word to say
freshen up and wiped everything awaysummarising the whole song
and made my way back up.just one
saw the slides and heard the song,single
as i heard voices speak.word.
it came back,WOOOOOOO
running another time to the door.O
starring into the sky.HOOOOOOOOO
wondering why.:]
i never crying so hard in my life.the best night of my life.
you guys really rock out so much, i really dont know how to express it, thank you :]
being proud to be part of the scpb :]
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/15/2008 12:33:00 AM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! haha! :D feeling so happy *grins* hehe! :] everybody dance nowww! *horrible beatboxing* :D just added a new song, lovebug by the jonas brothers :] makes you feel so happy and high when you hear the song, haha! planning to go for a performance tonight :D the prefects MAD camp campfire!!! YEAHHHH! HAHA! :]
thanks for the call last night!!! haha!!! thank youuuuu!!! :]
check out this really cool video!!! the movie is anger management and it rocksss!!! i love adam sandler :D love their singing too!!! :D
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/12/2008 02:19:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
hey, twilight rocks! haha! edward rocks too!!! :D cant wait for the movie to come out!!! haha :] awww man, the suspense :] haha, shall now hunt down for the fourth book! *hunt hunt*

photoshoped a pic of edward and jacob :D sorry about the bad photoshop o.O

found a few spoofs on youtube, haha! enjoy :]
sitting there and staring.
thats all i could do at that moment,
just stare.
thinking about those words
i last heard last night.
feeling really lost about it all.
feeling so confused.
hoping for someone to respond
at that moment i saw laughter.
but yet im the one not responding.
standing there frozen or staring.
how many times have this happen?
telling one self about how it will change.
but no,
i didnt try.
im sorry.
everythings fustrating,
lifes never fair, true.
but if you try and put effort in it
you have a chance in succeeding.
trust me.
if you dont,
then things happen.
keep trying to avoid that one question.
the question is coming back sooner or later.
face it. wake up.
argh.
still waiting for the call.
hoping you would call,
aftering reading the time you sent.
but you didn't.
its ok :]
thanks for the help all this while.
i'll forever remember those words you said.
and those are words i'm not trying to say,
but really am saying.
haha :]
its hard to feel how another is feeling unless you are in his or her shoes.
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/11/2008 12:23:00 AM.
Friday, November 7, 2008
bonjourrr :] Nick Vujicic is super cool and inspiring :] went for a talk at ngee ann a few days back and we got to hear him talk :] his words and everything he said was really interesting and something that could lead you thinking about what may have cause a certain situation to happen :] his words are all so deep, meaningful and somehow bring up a situation that we might have all encountered across once :] will never forget his words.
"obstacles are not weakness but opportunities."
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/07/2008 09:18:00 PM.
Monday, November 3, 2008
this post is dedicated to ashley! HAHAH! :D
BONJOUR!
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A COOL PHONE BUDDY
AND COUNSELOR :]
THANKS ASH, MY DEAR COOL PHONE BUDDY!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH!
PLUS ENJOY THE MUSIC!!!!
*DA DA DA DA DUMMMM*
plus its not a freaking song leh,
can hear you now o.O
:D
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/03/2008 01:03:00 AM.