Sunday, November 15, 2009
you are a hotmess and i'm falling for you

HEECHULIE!!! like you've never seen him before xD da da dum!!! :D he lost weight man! o.O he looks awesome and once again (and always), so so so so hot hot! *does hand actions once again*
man. struck by the flu o.O and the mucus is starting to turn green :S bahh. stuffing tissue up my nose isnt fun but it helps to stop the mucus from flowing out :S
yesterday yesterday was the last day of school :S bah.. gonna miss school. but still going back on monday for study camp :D WHEEEE!!! yeah i know i dont really got much a life but im proud of it man! MUAHAHAH! :D bahh. staying at home too much makes your mind boggle. o.O
school for the past few days have been pretty interesting plus sitting next to sarah lim and shanna can seriously make you goo crazy and corrupted O.O HAHAH! plus!!! regarding the class montage! will upload it after my res plus since its a pretty huge file it may take a while :S seriously gotta thank to shanna/lao wang for making the second montage and staying up all the way to 3 plus on the webcam :D thanks man!
bahh really need to apologise to my rc angel for not replying despite promising to plus wenqian D: WENQIANN ARH WENQIAN!!! im so sorry larh D: will sign up for gmail later in the morning k!!! D:
sigh. wont be posting for a while till after my res :S sooo good bye bloggie! good bye heechulie! *hugs laptop* shall tag peeps on fb later under my blanket if im lucky :D man hope it works :S
3CO!!! i'll really miss you guys!!! plus you guys must always remember no matter what. Once a 3co ian, always a 3co ian :D plus we'll meet up during the hols yeah? *HUGS*shots taken O.O along with shanna's awesome print screening with coco's face being a little distorted, HAHAH!

♥For me, it’s only you , 11/15/2009 01:20:00 AM.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Hello, blogging under my blanket. Sigh, finally figured how to click the box o.o
Have you ever thought bout something so much that it just sticks there in your mind, dreams, thoughts and mood? Sigh. The feeling sucks yeah? Life hasn't been going smoothly but yet we still gotta face it yeah? Ah just remembered, hadn't shreded stuff, bahh.
I feel like dying.
I just want to escape from all of this.
It may be the most cowardly way to avoid my troubles but,
it's the best way to numb the pain.
Just imagine.
Not needing to face anymore problems
as your carefree spirit watches over the ones you love,
being there for them be it night or day.
Sigh. Idiotic thoughts eh.
All the places I used to escape to.
There's no further use any longer.
Let me be,
isolating myself to the very corner of the room,
mumbling words to myself as I slowly go insane.
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/05/2009 12:06:00 AM.
Monday, November 2, 2009
as each day passes by, my emotions are slowly drifting further and further away.


heechul's past style here is amazin O.O
a picture of them for their concert around june/july this year :D their hairstyles are totally awesome xD plus heechulie's hair is bright red O.O

today's tea expedition was pretty interesting o.O brought back alot of memories though. of how we all used to sit together in sec1, laughing away as life was so perfect for us all. but right now, one by one you guys left the school, slowly losing touch with one another. man, i miss you guys. i really do :S sigh.
i shall stand afar and stare.
i wont do anything else but that.
man. how much longer am i gonna keep up with childishness.
kill me, just stab me.
its so much better than being dead than feeling dead.
im losing all my understandings bout friendships.
bout trust.
whats trust.
all these words coming one by one by one,
then another, then another, then another.
whats the point of saying all these weightless words when you dont mean it.
theres no point making one happy for one moment then throw it aside later.
im getting ignorant. no.
i am ignorant.
starting to feel so numb to this.
seriously. what the hell is trust when the other party throws it aside just like that after making a promise.
just wake up..
after watching last week's talentime, it really brought back so many memories. their performances were awesome that i cant deny but the feeling of performing it as a class is even better :] 2pr 08!!! missing you guys man :S
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/02/2009 11:12:00 PM.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
no matter how much i felt like running up to you, your back was enough to make me smile.


staying faithful to dear 27 year old HEECHULIE! :D seung ri is 19! O.O
GOOD LUCK JIE!!! :D
all the best for your chinese man! and may the force be with you :]alrightooo, off to snoozin sooon :D after packing :]
lets all sit down tomorrow and sip chinese tea O.O
scold me.
scold me for being stubborn.
stubborn enough to not stop loving you.
call me immature.
immature in still believing that you might feel the same way as i do.
sigh. bahh humbug.
♥For me, it’s only you , 11/01/2009 11:29:00 PM.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
loving it when you do that thing you do :D

heechul's Don Dont hairstlye!!! damnnn nice :]
man. mum wanted to reborn my hair today O.O she said my hair is super bad D: but managed to escape by saying had a lot of school work to finish, heh heh! :D
the power of homework!!! xD
the moment you pat my head,
it makes me so happy.
the moment you put your arm around me,
it makes me feel a sense of assurance.
you altogether,
makes me feel like some young kid all over again.
shucks.
♥For me, it’s only you , 10/31/2009 10:56:00 PM.
Friday, October 30, 2009
if only you knew how much im falling for you, if only.

my dear is looking a little feminine in this pic o.O BUT HEYY!!! he will forever look cute and hot!!! and there are pics to prove it! stay tuned! to future posts xD
hmm. shouldn't really be online right now, but just finished typing an email :D was browsing through the pics on my com till i came upon this...

HAHHA! SO COOL! :D
have been feelin a little dead :S bahh.. well...
TODAY WAS FREAKIN AWESOME! :D
I LOVE YOU 3CO!!! :Dreally glad the game worked out prettae awesome and hope you guys had fun man! and for those who shot me to the ground, beware man. MUAHHAHAH! *takes out light saber* the horror eh?
well i love you guys man!
now a 3co ian, forever a 3co ian! :D wanna hug? :D and mann dont you dare run away xD
As the light rays shone through the window,
the music played at a slow and gentle tempo.
We ignored everything around us,
dancing at our own comfortable pace.
We moved our feet,
gazing into one anothers eyes.
You kept an upright posture as you led the way,
keeping your bright smile on your face.
I couldn't stop staring into your eyes,
being lured deeper and deeper into a different dimension.
They were so deep, so beautiful.
We continued on,
dancing away into the night.
You're the one I've been searching for,
all my life I've been searching for someone like you.
And there you are right now,
standing right in front of me.
Could it be a dream come true?
♥For me, it’s only you , 10/30/2009 09:28:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENQIAN BUDDAEE!!! :D man look at how our hairstyles have changed over the months man o.O





man i just hope you dont kill me for posting these pics xD HAHAHH!!!
ROCK ON BUDDAEE!!!
♥For me, it’s only you , 10/27/2009 09:48:00 PM.